Re: What Did I Do Wrong?

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Posted by Bill Gates on February 09, 2001 at 21:13:16:

In Reply to: What Did I Do Wrong? posted by Johnny Wizard on February 06, 2001 at 22:29:20:

Sorry, good folks. Johnny just escaped from one
of our "think tanks". We will have to put a
better lock on his door. Bill

: Go Home, I'm Calling It All Off

: Hi people. Hope I didn't get to crazy for
you there.
: Being Jesus isn't so much fun yet, and does
often get
: fairly serious, but filled with much support to
help me
: get through, to eventually lead you people
to do all
: the work for us, while I become the world's
: slacker. I've needed to be authoritative,
along with
: legitimately feared for good reasons, at a
risk of
: losing respect from those I would only treat
with kind
: words, if I could write to you all
privately. But I
: say, the world can be brutish, and being da
judge as
: little G on my own like this on behalf of
: um, makes my position far from simple. I
kinda wish I
: hadn't been so rude, or swore, or could have
been the
: man I am usually to those I know
personally. I, of
: course, get very defensive, trying to be
something I'm
: not used to. I abhor violence, and reality is
so very
: strange as you may have surmised for me, I'm
walking in
: my dreams with God, and I remember creating
all you
: people from nothing way back at the beginning
of time.
: Wow eh? God as Creator.. me, I find it
hard to
: believe too sometimes. We have of ourselves,
Gods who
: write some of the most beautiful words about
: that I only wish I could live up to
someday. Very
: amazing, and on the whole, beautiful, and
kinda fun.
: So I figure I'd reaffirm some of my
positions as a
: human God like yourself, in this world
called love.
: Okay, here we are. So, you can't know
everything, and
: you can never say exactly what is going on
outside of
: this moment you personally experience, therefor
nor can
: any other. To do so, would be everything that
your not
: also, leaving no matter what you surmise
: imaginations, emotions, mathematics, or
secret CIA
: connections, your always only a small two bit
player of
: the eternal omnipotence of all things.
Whatever that
: means, nobody can actually know see, that is
the spell
: we weave so well, and what has sharing love
: with another all of what that experience can
be. Wow,
: could be marvelous! Leaving us know God
anywhere of
: ourselves as the trees to the wind, sun, and
the rain.
: Change never stops, as the way it
always is,
: permanently. We're in this love together,
and like
: berries on the vine, it get's sweeter all
the time.
: With our admission price to the carnival,
comes the
: burden of all the pain and suffering in
the world,
: leaving us solely to blame for our
misfortunes. Being
: a reasoned immortal God with magical powers
as wonder
: through eternity, which is of what our universe
is made
: of truly, doesn't allow a separation
from the
: responsibility we have to others as
: particularly those who innocently or not,
cause us
: undue suffering and hardships because
they are
: unfortunately dumb, and generally don't know
: What this means, is you can't fly away like
an eagle
: without having a real concern for your young,
or your
: species. This would come naturally to
most of any
: background, or education, as an integral life
system of
: what it is to be alive. Even after death,
were still
: left with many of the same hardships of
reality, only
: with a renewed vigor, that we are of course
going to
: get this done for our benefits. You don't
need to
: believe in God, or me as Jesus, but to in
: makes this self evident through science,
reason, and
: faith, for those who have time to ponder such
: that is. Forever trust in who we are, and
nothing else
: matters essentially. I am God's King of the
: though as John, and this is that, because I
am cursed
: with this comic tragedy, being here where I
always have
: been, that is kinda hip, if I ever do manage
to find
: some time to forget all my troubles. We
can never
: understand it all, but as you always have,
you can
: enjoy yourself, and have relationships with
those you
: love, or work with. Love is a most splendid
thing, and
: although nothing is absolute, everything you
do, is as
: real as you are. As Gods, with the fears,
doubts, and
: insecurities that we are all, as people, faced
with at
: this or another time. If you can believe it,
: dropping your marbles, or if you do, just
pick them
: back up, living can be like a dream, and
: each and everyone of us at some time is
convinced that
: this is a good thing as a whole. You through
God would
: I'm sure, work with care not to frighten
yourself if
: you lacked faith in believing, while me, the
son, tries
: to do the same thing, but you know, this is
next to
: impossible, so fear is a natural, and
something I try
: to take on as mine in hopes to alleviate some
of your
: own. I'm a beast, but I love to cuddle.
As I've
: stated, there is no real hell of damnation,
other than
: what might be referred to as sleepy town.
This is
: about seeing you seeing me as them and us,
and how
: these concepts of division are apart of what
we are as
: the universe, and together, what we can do
to better
: our situation that can be for your benefit too
as God.
: Understanding we together today, are generally,
but not
: always, the weakest as our most destructive
forces in
: our nature as human society. Americans
might think
: they're proud and strong, for not facing us
publicly as
: the truth for slaughtering millions of
: defenseless families like their own, but
to the
: universe, or as me as a Canadian with a CBC
: it is abysmal, and terribly unfortunate
for me to
: inherit. The feel good machine hates to
admit we are
: many humans living out of dumpsters. There
is no one
: to blame but ourselves as God for being so
stupid, and
: me being me, feel the burden of that
: more than anyone, but I try not to, because
it's just
: too much to consider as John who
doesn't play,
: knowingly try anyway, with another's free
will, or
: fates. Maybe that has been another of my
mistakes, but
: I still have faith in you, to see for yourself
what is
: true on your own will power to be true to
: Many causes that America takes up for the world
: publicly consulting anybody against
ourselves, often
: have legitimate goals, but it's in how we
reach for
: those goals, in which all our worlds
make the
: difference. Murdering civilians is really
bad news,
: and like I say, serves little of any
: military function, other than a display
of our
: barbarity as God, and a disrespect for the
rule of law
: for often a billionaires perceived
: prosperity. Admitting to mistakes, is the
hardest for
: self labeled right wingers, and I have
established how,
: and why this is so in previous papers. Hey
look, I
: screwed up too as a human, and can't help
goofing up
: almost every single day. I've said things I
: and some times I lose my cool by getting
miffed at
: something I maybe shouldn't have. America is,
: must be held accountable for the war action
against the
: victimized in that country by the defense
: and the pentagon. Look, this isn't secret
: and nobody is hiding anything. Boo! I know
it's not
: always healthy, but I'm trying to get
comfortable as a
: normal to myself, one of a kind performer
in this
: circus. Our weaknesses in our political
arenas, are
: perpetrated by not admitting we are often
less than
: childish, by our representors sometimes
being all
: growed up adults with extreme biases, being so
: without ourselves, by taking our political
: against our interests, by not thinking to
try and
: understand why they do what they do as a greed
: themselves being brighter, against those
of us who
: think anything could be so, or would rather
just get
: back to learning to play the clarinet or
: Somehow, for some God stupid reason,
fighting to be
: less than what they are, according to their
own self
: destruction model as ego. Privatization of
our public
: utilities makes no sense, it just doesn't,
and only
: continues, from those who can't comprehend, we
are the
: public. I can't get away from this as all
our fault
: through God, as I would hope at some time in
the near
: as can be future, you would understand this as
your own
: life too. It would seem, as Gods, we ponder
many of
: the same dilemmas, with some finding
: confronting the same trouble up at the
house on the
: hill. Once understanding ourselves as God
: eternity, and the death thing, it all comes
back to how
: are you feeling? Are you eating well? Are
all those
: my guitars? Where does that door way lead
to? Along
: with the ever popular, Wanna play around?
And, what
: are we doing to try to make better for
ourselves in the
: real worlds. So I really think the rest of
our work
: needs to be done without my help but as a
: because I can't see anything outside of myself
as John,
: the Son of Man, and I've covered every
major human
: issue on behalf of God already, and if you
people can't
: figure out how to help yourselves, nor feel a
want to
: try to do so, we never did have a chance. But,
: we are so very busy to take time for ourselves,
: for food and shelter for the private bankers,
: advertising execs, the corporate machines
over our
: ownership on creative inventions, lottery
: and investment brokers, who demand through your
: punishment to give as a slave, we accept their
: without thinking. Example, the IMF and
World Bank
: loans along with the WTO, who take political
: on your behalf, because we as a government
have let
: them take away our rights from us as humans
living in a
: democracy, without corporate coverage to
: ourselves by covering the critics, of sometimes
no less
: than our chief economists, presidents and
regulators of
: these institutions, labeled quickly and
cheaply by our
: news professionals as the anti-capitalists,
and in so
: not working on behalf of you by taking
our money,
: demand the destruction of social programs and
: to be dumb like themselves, who rarely if
ever speak
: publicly, because many our most powerful
: corporations wont allow us to understand,
because it
: risks a loss of their private profit margins
over our
: livelihoods, obsoleting our regulatory
controls on the
: environment, and the creation of police
states to
: enslave us as their private products to sell
back to us
: at interest, namely for their blind
hatred and
: aggression towards all of you as their
universe is
: dumbly. We together have treated ourselves not
well as
: God unfortunately, and because I am of the
mind that
: the planet is alive, born of me through
eternity, I'm
: here to say, mess anymore with my sweetie
baby, your
: gonna see a father and his son get mean. I
feel as
: God, in many ways we have allowed
ourselves to be
: abused to death already. God, being what
we are,
: although I do love God as much as anyone, is
not always
: our friend, and certainly not what I have
chosen on
: behalf of another's free will. I can't
escape that I
: am, and share this world with all. God of all
: is of course, way beyond my ability to
compare myself
: with, is much wiser, knowledgeable, and
maybe super
: sexy, so I believe there must be some purpose
to leave
: me as such. I live my life as Gods,
my soul
: responsibility as John to only myself, the
mammal to
: soupy for his own noodle. You tell me, don't
you think
: God is big, like, huge, and just wacko to
leave me in
: charge, being a man of such simple means, an
: I guess that shows God to be, even bigger than
ever, by
: being as me, so teeny. I see great
potentials for us
: as a species to go far for our benefits as
Mankind. We
: have awesome communication technologies,
that we so
: far, have ignored as corporate interest to
: ourselves. This must change. The Bio-tech
: must be shut down immediately, until we have
: with real scientists, put together a
global gene
: treaty. If they continue to refuse to
cooperate with
: ourselves as a God of people, and myself as
the Maker,
: they will force ourselves into a game that
leaves us no
: alternatives. Have no doubt on this my
: believe me when I tell you, I am it. The
: that work for Monsanto are not scientists,
nor are
: those who work for Astrazeka, but excuses
for our
: mistakes in evolution, maybe even just our own
as John,
: what ever will get you through this, who
tell us to
: speak to lawyers arguing over private patents
on life
: as real scientists understand it already, while
: you how great they are by private
commercials of us
: agreeing publicly, daily, who argue with
yourself to
: not address my concerns, or any others. You
know, the
: walking talking DNA that is ourselves. See, it
: matter if all you nazi american people are
made too
: spiteful, ignorant, stupid and angry by
ourselves to
: agree with every legitimate high school
graduate on our
: planet. These bogus patent holders, who
claim to be
: better than us, are all that evil is, and
what a real
: hell in this world represents, but could still
: be good folk with billions of dollars in
personal bank
: accounts, that they tell me as God they own
: because they earned our blood taking all of
us as the
: robbed public through inept governments.
: matter though. If a few hundred board
directors, major
: shareholders and managers who haven't a clue
what they
: are doing to us, or could care, who's
jobs become
: vacant, so be it better to save all of life as
we know
: it for everyone else in paradise.
Either with
: education on the responsibilities we truly
have to
: ourselves to protect our lives and souls,
or we'll
: threaten you as Satan with my Hell's Angles,
to shape
: up, or we'll throw you off the boat. See? We
know as
: Gods, we win this already, it's just how many
more have
: to suffer for millions of years through the
action we
: refuse to stop today, because of Mr.
Turner, Larry,
: and Chris's ignorance on our awesomeness.
: knows they are killing people with
Aspartame, and
: dumping hazardous waste on us as the public
for their
: private interests as the trying implementors
of your
: destruction, but do they care? Fluoride is a
: wicked carcinogen, likely responsible for
many of our
: cancers, but do our, oops, I mean their
: corporate, below our bottom line
newspapers care?
: Rockefeller and Greenspan's friends have
: they've done nothing for, but do any of you
care that
: people are starving, or paying half your wages
in taxes
: of which you celebrate not knowing on who
is being
: taken. I figure, if I was the only one
with a few
: extra dollars, and a half decent home
for doing
: absolutely nothing, we'd all be much better
off. It's
: like saying Mr. Perot, your a genius, you
must be a
: wise man to be in a position to rob us
all as the
: public that way, wow, your an american hero.
: of the public's health services removed and
into your
: private wallet, wow, impressive. Some
day every
: American, can in an american fantasy,
rob the
: unsuspecting public as God that way too, and
will leave
: ourselves somewheres else. What is
this? Every
: republicans nightmare of death and
destruction come
: true, that's what it is, as an ideology on
the right
: thing for them to do to themselves in this
war that
: always has raged. Who holds it? Only
the most
: ignorant, cowardly, and racist among us,
who would
: rather leave themselves to waste, than learn
: new, like the principles of democracy, and
freedom, or
: what is written in the American
constitution. All we
: have to honestly admit, is that we as a
society have
: much to learn from republicans. That's
it, I give
: nothing more of myself to the general public
this way,
: as I have nothing else to write about.
Peace and
: prosperity for all, but especially for God.
Please. I
: mean come on, it only makes sense for
everyone. So
: turn us loose, because we gotta do this our
way or no
: way at all. As jealous as some may feel, we
are kinda
: smart, witty, and insightful, and I know this
: might bug your craw, but it's true.

: Still love ya God for all your faults,

: Your son,

: Johnny Wizard - The big dreamer still
wondering' why I
: can't seem to get any action. Oh well, hugs
and kisses

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