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: : : : : What ever did happen to us? : : Hey folks, how ya feeling? So I had this dream the : : other day, where my radio played this song stating God : : has created another album, so I hate the bastard and : : something a.. he's a funking son of a, corresponding : : with my own thoughts in tandem, as I turned off : : something of myself that I didn't want to hear, because : : I'm allowed as John to have an opinion on what I like : : to listen to while dreaming. So, It's not me or God, : : him or her, it's us together including them. Without : : you, we don't exist. As God the Maker, has me where : : as, no matter what I do, I'm the best, always will be, : : I'm sorry, but we are in hell. I could do what I will : : as myself for eternity, and I'd still be the best : : always. We don't take from God, but give of ourselves : : through creation. This shared ability can not be : : understood outside of ourselves, as it encompasses all : : of what it is to be alive. When you or someone like : : yourself tells another you care about them, we : : generally, honestly do, and in our living universe, : : that includes God as love without any doubt. You love : : your child, you love God. You love your spouse, you : : love God. You love the forest through the trees, you : : love God. You love peanut butter sandwiches, you love : : God. You love smoking crack, your hurting the soul. : : (Doesn't mean your unsalvageable, it's just such a : : terribly good drug, it'll even end ya on this side : : too.) It does not make your love any less true or : : meaningful because you don't know everything, and that : : is why my Queen. (Anything else I can do for you, I : : will obey as your slave.) Just because this can : : degenerate into complete chaos at any single moment, : : does not mean for certain, Billy can no longer have his : : own show, or write his own songs, or that we can't find : : who personally by name is secretly selling our weapons : : to whom, to kill us as anyone. Like the American : : Defence Department, on behalf of their secret private : : contract nazi friends, are doing to us today. We have : : had more boys explode under the expert command of God's : : tongue than any other military leader I'm sure, and : : straight into stupid wars with themselves as men from : : watching to many movies, stretching back thousands of : : years, instead of admitting this whole life thing, : : isn't just about impressing the ladies by men getting : : together to destroy ourselves to prove we are better by : : not listening. I'm being completely straight with you, : : and now I'm not, because I don't have to be what you : : demand of yourself. I wrote this. "All personal : : relationships we have are unique to those we have them : : with.", and if that isn't enough to scare you as an : : adult, we're also all individuals. Why it should pain : : someone's personality, that others live private lives : : differently, not hurting anybody, I can't understand : : any further. Albeit, with the way sexual drives can be : : fluid, and next to impossible to encapsulate into words : : entirely, in just my opinion, can get disturbingly : : disgusting in areas I can't relate to as a caring : : human, and has at occasion brought me close to vomiting : : by looking any further, but to each their own I guess, : : and as long as their not trying to pull us into a hate : : of disrespect for ourselves or others, we would believe : : in doing as we willed ourselves. I live my life on my : : terms as John, trying to do so with my actions falling : : in the constraints of law with order. As what we all : : would believe we should, in a still living : : civilization. Every moment we share is of eternity. : : The only thing that keeps you from falling into a : : infinite chaotic flurry of blackness as yourself : : truthfully without any support, is your universal, all : : the same for everyone, God given protection to leave : : you open a chance for change, to laugh or cry, live or : : die. A real, life and death world where the man in : : charge of your military intelligence for NATO, Mr. : : Wesley Clark, who I am not aware has ever run for : : political office, tells us the reason the Palestinians : : don't protect themselves with tanks, bazookas, armored : : personnel carriers, and war bunkers, is a propaganda : : ploy of Gods, trying to get support from us as : : civilians. While he personally openly sides with his : : american nazi business partners who sell out every : : living soul on our planet for the freedom to steal our : : dollars. American heroes on your behalf. No really, : : that is what he wrote almost verbatim in Time, or : : Newsweek, or was it CNN? You know it really doesn't : : matter anyway. See, this laughable excuse as your : : military intelligence is not funny, and insulting to us : : all. This is the man who decided against your laws, on : : behalf of all North Americans and us Europeans, to kill : : innocent people on a market place bridge with a bombing : : run of our collective political authority. This is a : : man who qualifies for Larry's show as a typical : : american patriot, who does seem personable, and I'm : : sure with his training thinks what he believes is right : : without thinking as a soldier with no one giving orders : : to but fight as himself, while we as us who barely : : survive the blows illegally, do not. This is the : : center of our troubled mind in eternity. Cool eh? A : : God, who once you get to not know as eternal existence : : no where around, can't leave you feeling anything but : : like a child again, in charge of your very own shared : : ancient play time universe. With some of the most : : awesome things at our potentials. Just for starters, : : look at how easily, I've become King of the Universe as : : Creator, by simply giving from myself as a poor man : : starving to death for attention? The right wingers : : here of course, feel extremely threatened by their weak : : hanging by a thread egos, and attack themselves as the : : poor and weak as of what they truly are themselves in : : spirit because of their cowardice for ourselves and : : their poor educations, that I, the smart ass, am no : : longer going to put up with because their losses our no : : longer worth ours together to continue on as the living : : dead. We've suffered enough. They can learn like all : : the rest of us can if they will. I am sure of myself : : as unknowable now, as I always was. Who never, when I : : was a even secretly a poor man King, backed down from : : any challenge I had enough time to consider, or feared : : speaking my mind, despite the songs that name me wrong : : for who knows what purpose. More than likely, because : : only a very few in today's world sadly, have any idea : : about what I am writing, or thinking, or are even : : likely interested, so I'm stuck as God living with the : : way things are. Look, as I say, I will face any person : : who thinks foolishly I am here as something for them to : : abuse, the Son of God as Creator, or just a fellow : : human being who knows what this means, who is solely : : responsible for your life through existence. I can't : : say how anyone else thinks, nor do I want to, and that : : freedom extends to all, including myself especially. A : : sacrifice on my part as young King Tut maybe through : : our creativity, to provide all an available immortality : : along with just some of the most smoothest tunes to : : help us all get by, but I'm not required by law to : : accept insult after robbery, or play a fictitious Jesus : : to whom I am as myth, not as someone's timid victim, : : but as God prepared to exercise my rights as a man with : : emotions, who as Satan, does occasional get carried : : away because I was born crazy. Faith in God as : : yourself is what we are learning here. There is no : : conflict, other than yourself not understanding you are : : something you alone, can completely know. Why? : : Because we all want to have fun at some point in the : : far distant future, hopefully. So, some people get : : defensive, call ourselves down as weaker than we : : actually are, insulting your existence thinking we're : : not here to defend ourselves. Trying to stay in their : : dark closed off cracking egg shell I know everything : : understandings. Leaves some to lie in the light of the : : day as the, I as us am better than God by myself, cause : : look, it's clear, I can not know completely what we are : : doing by pretending I do with myself as wisdom not here : : playing my part. See? God is as much a victim as : : everyone else is. We are masters of our own lives : : through creation. I can't buy your soul for you to : : play rock and roll, you have to live to do it through : : practice on your own. Some people will say, the only : : way someone could be so well accomplished in : : expression, is to not work their lives through it, so : : they sit back with their own, and do nothing for their : : own selves. The popular, I'm too old to learn : : anything, so I don't have to, because it must be a : : chore without any rewards, that they can think of as : : course. This is why I am so much in favor of theatre : : school programs. We show in of ourselves today, that : : we are animals desperately trying to do what we can for : : each other to survive in this toxic waste dump of : : stupidity. These private corporations I've written on, : : who claim to work on your behalf, that's right, you, : : are real, but don't. The American Defence Department : : starts wars to kill innocent people, for their private : : contractor's cash profit, who think privately, on their : : own without a public challenger, they can come up with : : a really good defence for killing us excuse, as I can : : as God for anything or nothing, because I got this : : whole thing down. It's happening today. They dumped : : over 564,000 pounds of depleted uranium in the Iraqi : : desert to kill mammals for more than a million years, : : as well as thousands of American soldiers, with no one : : yet to be made broke, and put into prison. Today some : : cowardly good for nothing nazi in American tax paid for : : government who is not being covered by our corporate : : new departments, is trying to okay the sale of our : : weapons in Africa to kill people, on hopes to start : : another peasant war to take us all into, when we should : : as humanity, go after these war mongering billionaire : : bastards now. Lockeed or Bowing, who ever they are. : : If they refuse to discuss this like the rational human : : beings we are, or myself, naturally people who care for : : each other, hunt them down as soldiers fighting for : : liberty and justice for all. All executive board : : directors from every arms manufacturer in America and : : abroad, speak publicly, quit, or beware. Our well : : trained surviving soldiers know what you've done to us : : with deadly uranium shell dust in the Gulf war who's : : lethality has been understood since 1933, and then : : repeated again in Kosavo, mindless inoculations, : : chemical warfare tests on us as the unsuspecting, along : : with all the American cancer victim workers who are : : still alive, who were ordered near the T-72's for human : : testing, that they now have on open display to the : : public, in of all places, Texas, and just their total : : disrespect for all of life as we know it. I swear to : : myself, we, as the God loving, will put you in your : : graves where you'll be left to stay, faster you can say : : Holy Diver. Make peace, or Jesus will come knocking to : : your door with his bible. Wars were always dumb, and : : can be torn down before they start, by stopping them as : : the instigators, trying to steal our moola through : : silencing us. VLTs attack us all by destroying our : : economy and our souls, while our wealthy newspaper : : editors mostly know it, because we've left thousands of : : messages. Really. With all us people playing the : : parts of Adam and Eve at the very worst possible time : : now too I guess. God, I wish we knew only half of what : : we were doing at this race we are all losing to : : miserably. It would seem to me, personal relationships : : are built on trust, and a respect for each other as : : Gods, and those who don't understand this, should not : : continue to hold positions of your political power to : : hurt ourselves. What would you feel about yourself, if : : you grew defensive towards the way they publicly feel : : about themselves as you to abuse, while we are left : : alone to carry the burden as this beast upon our souls, : : that works to leave most of the world, poor, hungry, : : destitute and alone? Would you say you were not human? : : That I had no right to exist as Creator, but to be : : paraded in the light by the darkness of fools, or to : : not be allowed to speak my mind freely as John to : : defend myself against the corporate world, of which is : : of our own real dying and polluted lives, in through we : : live as wind and rain too? That seems to be the : : popular consensus among our, the public doesn't exist : : corporate professionals, while we all die real deaths : : by killing each other by ignoring ourselves. Look, my : : life, as it is for living, is the worst it could ever : : be. I'm sorry, but it is, and will likely be for some : : time it seems. I'm not looking for love, or even : : friendship anymore, I'm trying to save my sweetie baby : : planet, who still believes in me. I'm still excepting : : dinner invites though.. ah, hm, ya. I had this other : : revealing dream the other day too, that I thought I : : might pass your way also. It's a bit of a story so : : I'll just get to what I got from the experience. It : : would seem, to my astonishment, that in a complicated : : convolution of judgement, it had me, that I, John, our : : God King by name, in a similar situation as we find Mr. : : Martin with, would have taken an action against our : : monetary interests as the nations too, at that time in : : a haze of ignorance and stupidity while being asleep at : : the wheel. Hmmm, so.. a.. sorry about misjudging : : myself Mr. Martin through my concerns of us in : : government, not giving a damn about our apathy through : : praises to everyone on the job nobody knows that were : : doing as ourselves, so newspaper owners can steal : : oodles of our cash in advertizing, and we can get back : : to more full time part time, no benefits for anyone : : slave work for our private banker building welfare : : recipients. Call them up Mr. Martin, please. The : : Winnipeg Sun. Do it. Everybody do it. Amsterdam, : : Moscow, New York, Ethiopia, the U.K., all you guys, : : come on. Ask them why they don't talk about the : : financial situation that they are well aware of : : pertaining to our stolen money they accept from the : : lottery corporation, but refuse to acknowledge the : : illegal theft from our grandparents, and the poor : : minded, which includes all of us in society, from only : : the newspaper owner friend, the only one person allowed : : to answer the phone, ever. Try! Or Global, where Alan : : gives no excuse for not trying to help us, by risking : : their cash withdrawals on all our living standards. Or : : maybe the CKY owners, that grossed out over 250,000,000 : : of our dollars last year in little Manitoba. How is : : it, that satellite providers can provide between 200 to : : 400 channels for fifty bucks a month that cover all : : royalties, but cable all this while, what? 50 with : : commercials, who's cash does rarely go to our : : excellent, why we are listening entertainers? (Thanks : : people, sorry about all the name calling stuff and any : : nightmares you may have had.) How is it that cable hook : : up still costs us plenty, now that it is been : : computerized for close to 15 years? You can only : : wonder why these corporations will not allow us to : : organize as a democracy of sacred living people with : : ourselves as God through nature, or provide us as : : running for power politicians, or as citizens with : : legitimate public concerns a voice eh? We have : : something like 26 million people in Canada being : : repressed by maybe, at most 60 less than human : : corporate bank cult members. The U.S. people are told : : by corporate news control today, that because Greenspan : : and his nazi friends have depleted close to 3 trillion : : dollars off the market these last twelve months by : : banker swindles, the nation of 260 million plus, which : : also includes the rest of us as the world, and all the : : good soldiers in the militaries, will be too afraid to : : face these, at most 15 bankers to take back our cash to : : thwart their recession on us all, and instead will : : hardship for years as fools who do not know what is : : going on, while they continue with republican support, : : to renounce citizenship, and take off out of the : : country with our cash running from Johnny. Where do : : you think there off to going to then eh? We're talking : : about useless individuals of our society, who know they : : provide no product or service but our own, while taking : : trillions of dollars, who's assets will remain the : : nations, as they truly are. Despite the fact that some : : corrupt politician said secretly they could steal our : : moola without our public say so through private : : corporate enterprise. Is it not a free market, because : : if it is, they should be in full agreement with us on : : this. The money they've removed from our market is our : : own to investors. Like I said, mutual fund managers, : : hedge fund managers, bond traders, and so on, are a : : couple of private banks getting in the way of our : : market place stealing our capital. The biggest : : windfalls in the stock market are not from the market, : : but bets from those who think they can get away : : stealing our investments. Again, it doesn't matter : : wether the market goes up or down, one small private : : company of five men will still have taken a trillion : : dollars from us all this year, not by investing in our : : economy, or doing good for anyone, but by being covered : : by Greenspan's very own personal and private American : : treasury department. So, I, me, as John, a citizen of : : Canada, lose my money here in Manitoba, to his theft : : from my private American banker indebted wallet that is : : unjustified, unwarranted, and in violation of my : : American constitutional rights, (article 1, clause 5, : : a.. section 8), and we're fed up, and we're not going : : to give them our cash anymore. They take our cash : : without our say so, inflation goes up, productivity : : goes down, and we're all left to suffer at wars with : : ourselves, because Greenspan is an ahole. Thank : : ourselves for the internet being so much a part of our : : spirituality with the word. I'm hoping maybe we could : : get together as the universe soon, and try to : : intelligently decide to put some skilled management on : : our bank's bogus private owners playing with our lives : : as their takes in our losses, to insure that they by : : law, serve only for our interests as living people, now : : that we know ourselves so much better as the robbed and : : unconvicted. What do you say? Make sense to all now : : no yes? Hmm.. Did you hear what our fascist friend in : : Ontario is attempting to do to all Canadians today? : : Trying to privatize the province's water, so his evil : : do harm, no good for nothing dimwits can rob us all of : : what it is to be alive. Why doesn't any private : : newspaper, or absolutely any entertainment T.V. : : program, call up the Prime Minister, or the RCMP in the : : air publicly, to ask weather this attempted : : americanized conduct against us as human, that does not : : serve the rights of a single Canadian bird, is grounds : : for treason, and if so, let's get these excuses for : : evil behind bars who don't care about ourselves as : : people who would if we could, refuse to be taken : : advantage of, as the unrepresented, of which in : : Ontario, is a tyranny of the dumbest proportions. It : : is unbelievable. He, Harris, who admittingly has a : : nice smile, has it where corporations who use toxic : : deadly pollutants, who want to compete in his : : deregulated death market, must illegally dump hazardous : : waste on us as the public to survive, leaving : : themselves to pay the reduced fine, of which is less : : that the cost of doing our business competitively in : : that God forsaken province. A nightmare of madness : : from the lowest order of hell's excuse for existing, my : : enemies of our planet. In my opinion, treason, but I'm : : not familiar with how the law pertains to likely : : bogusly elected officials who discount us as the : : living, because we're all so really dumb unfortunately. : : Or, how about Harris's horse track friend, that I wish : : would be taken out of business as quick as we should, : : along with all his personal assets given to the : : homeless, which are not of his own legally in our : : universe. He's got this private arrangement with us as : : his own private government no less, as a wanna be : : mafioso with slot machine profits, the worst abysmal : : affront to us all as citizens of our great nation. : : Harris is sadly, just not intelligent enough to know : : how to represent me as anyone, including himself. Why : : doesn't he just move to fantasy CNBC land then eh? He : : shuts down the police complaints department in a blind : : attempt to create a police state, because we're : : apparently scared to face himself as incompetent. : : Every high school graduated police officer in the : : province should be more outraged than anyone. How does : : a right winger anywhere get fairly elected, but by : : treating themselves so unjustly? It like the : : re-telling of biblical myth. He knows God's in town : : and all around as darkness and light, and knows what he : : is doing does not serve the interests of our : : communities, or any of our lives. But, to save his : : shallow Satanic ego, he's goes against himself truly : : relying on what he should know is wrong, but claims : : without debate he doesn't silently. Asking God as all : : people to get educated, which includes yourself. Hell : : is full of just these kind of sleepy people, of which : : I, as Satan, can do little of anything to help, other : : than berate themselves on going the wrong way with them : : not believing in themselves of course because their : : fading. Justice supreme I guess. He can change his : : mind by listening to anyone or himself, by simply : : believing he has much to learn about life through our : : mistakes in evolution as ourselves. But will he wake : : up to humanity? Will he live for himself through life, : : or despise all others to death to prove unworthy of : : himself? We're all still waiting to see this outcome : : in totality. So I guess that's it for this time, : : nothing much else to say, still walking around : : wondering why you refuse to help yourselves as humans : : trapped in the privately managed corporate media : : sector, of which I can not see, has anything to do with : : me or you politically and of much use to anyone : : anymore. Ya, God, will a.. blackmail ya, for a, : : existing so much and thinking big thoughts, ya, don't : : you dare try caring about yourself either, or we'll, a, : : rob ya of your a.. power, ya. We'll figure you out, : : and dupe ya. We'll make you look stupider than you are : : and call ya a coward, while we, a, huh huh, as : : corporate bosses with our private bank gods, continue : : to hurt ourselves and the community cause, we're better : : than you can be see, by only destroying ourselves by : : keeping the humans quiet. These machines will be : : fixed, or self destruct. Try to take care of yourself, : : please for Christ sake, pretend that your still alive, : : and live like you mean it. Because, I guess you know, : : our show is really flopping out here without me being : : challenged publicly as an equal, laughed at, or argued : : with by anyone in the open sky for fun as the Son of : : Zeus, but ridiculed, leaving me to live as the out : : casted, black sheep of the family, while thanking you : : all so much for the hospitality, and seeing me through : : these difficult times by ignoring yourself. Can you : : imagine what it would be like, when Clinton is no : : longer able to veto those things he use to? Imagine : : that for a second can you? Republicans openly as the : : public working to sell out every American life by PAC : : cheque pay off and getting away with it every time, : : because Larry and Chris will tell us Castro's : : commitment to education is simply dumb? Tommy, in : : charge of the continued wayward health of America? : : Remember, this is the guy who pays the lotteries with : : additional tax dollars on top of what they already : : steal from the people of the state he supposedly still : : represents, while okaying private contracts for prison : : labor to compete against minimum wages. A close : : business associate of the sworn in President I suppose, : : who's family tree represents ourselves as God too, who : : has publicly supported a regressive tax system while : : the supporters cheered, we want Bush because none of us : : understand to who or why we pay taxes for, just like : : the Billionaire war mongering bankers like us, without : : ourselves as God executing each other. Super strange : : leaving us all guilty as innocence. What more can be : : said? To be, or not be, that is your question today. : : Will you stand up for yourself as a living God the best : : you can while making mistakes like we all do constantly : : as an idiot, or will you idly stand by as a nazi : : coward, calling us as what would be yourself, and let : : your ego try to destroy us all, while we all happily in : : bliss participating in some of our never ending supply : : of excellent, best the world has to offer, : : entertainment programming? I'm God, ya, but you have : : to think for yourself, I.. i... really don't do : : absolutely everything as nothing, and I am now : : officially resigning as our, messing with ya all for : : the hell of it, son of a bitch department, to take a : : job offer I will except as my dreamed, restaurant : : critic of fine foods. Finally. I now, will leave you : : on your lonesome, to live as you see fit for ourselves. : : (Always only a prayer away though.) I'm going to my : : home away from home, and this is that. See ya John, : : you know I love ya, and I hope all the best for ya son, : : stay cool, and good luck with the chick worship thinga : : ma jiggy. Gramercy, and may God be as you were now : : then without me confusing this for you tomorrow, I : : mean.. ahh, never mind go away cause I'm naked taking : : a bath. We need my privacy as God for Christ sake : : John, so close this door now to leave me all behind to : : suffer the slings and.. Or, wait, I guess that doesn't : : rea.. Ah, go away and have fun. : : : : : : "Millions long for immortality who do not know what to : : do with themselves on a rainy Sunday afternoon." : : - Susan Ertz : : : : "Probably the question asked most often is: Do : : one-celled animals have orgasms? The answer is yes, : : the have orgasms almost constantly, which is why they : : don't mind living in pools of warm slime." : : - Dave Barry : : : : He who wonders discovers that this in itself is wonder. : : - M. C. Escher : : Mail this document to everyone you can, : : and God'll owe you one for being a friend! : : : : From on top of the world to you, : : your King, : : Johnny Wizard